Met with a potential fabricator earlier today. Meeting went well, but I was left with an unpleasant wake-up call: it is highly unlikely that I'll achieve my vision for this trike within the budget I currently have available to me. Worse yet, the guy I met with gave me even more ideas of how to enhance this trike, which in turn would make this even more expensive and time-consuming.
So, I'm stuck in an uncomfortable position;
--- Keep searching for other fabricators close to home who might be able to do what I need faster and cheaper than the first guy I met and possibly strike out or "get what I pay for" this project,
--- Ignore my budget, as generous as I feel it is, pay whatever it takes to make my vision for this trike a reality, and struggle to pay for some more critical items I really need to invest in,
--- Extensively scale back my plans for this trike to meet my budget, settle for an... okay design, and hope I can save up the funds to rebuild this trike the way I really want,
--- Or worst of all, throw in the towel and revisit this project in a future Muscle Bike Build Off when I have the funds to do what I want to this trike without compromise.
I hate to admit that this trike build has not been and is not the most... financially responsible decision I've made given my circumstances, but it's one of the few things that's given me any sort of motivation to push through this rotten year. This year's RRBBO and MBBO have been just as exciting and therapeutic as it's been challenging for me, and both instances have given me a desire to not only get some of my bikes rideable, but also push my creativity and skills in new directions.
It's funny, I'm not even all that competitive, but during both Build Offs, I've been determined to prove that even though I'm one of the new guys here, and a younger and relatively inexperienced one at that, I can still design and build some really cool custom bikes. I just seem to forget that my ideas can be too ambitious for my own reality sometimes, as was the case with my RRBBO entry earlier this year. I have a serious OCD perfectionism problem, and it makes settling for "good enough" a lot more difficult than I'd like.
So, that's where I'm at now. I'm still figuring out how to scale back my plans and still achieve an agreeable final product and reaching out to people to might be able to help me fabricate the pieces I don't have, but I'm not sure what's going to happen now.
So, I'm stuck in an uncomfortable position;
--- Keep searching for other fabricators close to home who might be able to do what I need faster and cheaper than the first guy I met and possibly strike out or "get what I pay for" this project,
--- Ignore my budget, as generous as I feel it is, pay whatever it takes to make my vision for this trike a reality, and struggle to pay for some more critical items I really need to invest in,
--- Extensively scale back my plans for this trike to meet my budget, settle for an... okay design, and hope I can save up the funds to rebuild this trike the way I really want,
--- Or worst of all, throw in the towel and revisit this project in a future Muscle Bike Build Off when I have the funds to do what I want to this trike without compromise.
I hate to admit that this trike build has not been and is not the most... financially responsible decision I've made given my circumstances, but it's one of the few things that's given me any sort of motivation to push through this rotten year. This year's RRBBO and MBBO have been just as exciting and therapeutic as it's been challenging for me, and both instances have given me a desire to not only get some of my bikes rideable, but also push my creativity and skills in new directions.
It's funny, I'm not even all that competitive, but during both Build Offs, I've been determined to prove that even though I'm one of the new guys here, and a younger and relatively inexperienced one at that, I can still design and build some really cool custom bikes. I just seem to forget that my ideas can be too ambitious for my own reality sometimes, as was the case with my RRBBO entry earlier this year. I have a serious OCD perfectionism problem, and it makes settling for "good enough" a lot more difficult than I'd like.
So, that's where I'm at now. I'm still figuring out how to scale back my plans and still achieve an agreeable final product and reaching out to people to might be able to help me fabricate the pieces I don't have, but I'm not sure what's going to happen now.